A new sense of feel drags me full to where it is I know I am going. Funny thing though I really don’t know where that is, right now it is just a sense. Hot screaming magnetism follows me where ever I walk, burning me melting me away far from the never land of terminal insanity a place that I used to know so well. Suffering will leave me alone for now I know that my heart is in the right place and that I can do whatever it is I want to do whenever I want to do it. There is now tomorrow there is no today there is no yesterday I am only a pulsating orgasm following myself around from dream to dream tired day to tired day full of pain full of joy full of a life sustaining force that takes hold of me and grabs and fills me everyday. I can let go and I can hold on there is no place else to go but where it is I am going dream dream dream dream dream be my solace of the sleep filled illusion places lucid and tangible screaming. New places new faces new feelings pulsating spiritual orgasm. I am the one and only place where whoever it is I am sides. This is new stuff the stuff of stuff mind linked to space-time it leads me to the other side of a curtain where I see my spirit made visible, holding me in its arms so I can walk along with my spirit to a land new and unknown. The curtain has fallen. Spiritual orgasm someplace beyond release free to wander to find some also places I have never been before. I am the dream I am my reality I am what and where this is present and accounted for.

A Total Revelation